CAN, not can't.

Please please please give me your opinions… my dress for tomorrows night out hopefully… does it look okay???

Do I look too big for it? Please, honesty. P.s. sorry for the excessive cleavage aha. Also just noticed a pair of my pants on the floor….. SORRY, ha.

Friday Jan 7 @ 05:37pm

Friday Jan 7 @ 03:52pm

13674) When I eat I feel like I let down all those girls who follow me. Friday Jan 7 @ 03:51pm

Fanfuckingtastic.

I’ve binged again today and it seems that I can’t seem to stop myself. I don’t know what to do :( it’s like whenever I’m doing really well, something comes along and stops me and I end up binging. Soup and bread and chocolate and potato and yoghurt. I am disgusted with myself.

Friday Jan 7 @ 03:23pm

I’m going to get an early night for once.

Goodnight lovelies :) Stay strong. And if you have had a bad day, tomorrow you can always start again. xox

Thursday Jan 6 @ 06:25pm

Thursday Jan 6 @ 06:20pm

You’re right. It is easier to eat pizza then to run on the treadmill. It’s easier to turn to ice cream rather then people for supporters. It’s easier to say ‘Fuck it, I give up’ then to say it ‘Fuck this, I can do it.’ So you know what? I’m not going to sit here and tell you day after day you can do this. If you don’t believe you can, then you can’t. That’s the honest truth. You need to do this for you. And if you don’t want it enough, then you sure as hell won’t achieve it. So take the easy way out and remain unhealthy and continue to gain weight because you can’t realize you are the only one hurting yourself. I didn’t say it would be easy. I said it would be worth it. Thursday Jan 6 @ 04:12pm

Binged.

Fuck. My. Life.

Thursday Jan 6 @ 04:10pm

small-secrets:

true that. i can do it. you can do it. :)

Thursday Jan 6 @ 01:05pm

laceandspades asked: i definitely know what you mean girl. we can do it. it's mind over matter really. we just need the willpower.

It is mind over matter without a doubt. My stomach has shrunk just in a few days because i’ve been making myself eat much less. It just goes to show it is a mind thing, and we don’t actually NEED loads of calories every day. How long have you been trying to lose for now? :) x

Thursday Jan 6 @ 12:54pm

I just said no to cheese on toast.

Wooo :) saying no is getting a hell of a lot easier. No nana, I do not want cheese on toast, stop trying to get me to eat shit.
So I just had a small bowl of Special K red berries with skimmed milk instead. I feel better for choosing the healthy option.

Thursday Jan 6 @ 09:08am

Thursday Jan 6 @ 09:04am